you know, saying i dont deserve you. you think you would try harder. after eveything that happened this week, you dont seem to care at all. i dont know anymore. this is one of the hardest decisions iv had to make. i just dont know anymore..
please show me that you want me and care..
wow lik reallly. im on the edge of breaking up with you. why the fuck would you do that.
so yeah.. just wow
never felt so heartbroken in my life
do i feel like such shit.. wow this fuking hurts. i try so goddamn hard on everything. you dont
it was a mis hap, and you will never believe me
unlike you i dont have a ffriend to go to when we fight. by the end of next week im not going to have anyfriends. yeah, my fucking bad for ruining every fucking thing
everytime i tell you whats bothering me, i tell you and you get mad. what the fuck. its like this everytime.
It sseems like that im trying alot harder then you are.. like tonight pissed me off alot! after sendin you that message, expressing myself and you said you were o distracted to reply.. really talk to the guy that jsut said he likes and and cuasing problems between us. i sent you so many messages, a video and pictures and you dont comment once. thats just today.. every time we skype, your on your phone talking tohim or even split the screen so you can talk.. way to make me feel special..its like you dont miss me or your bored withme. and its like everything i do pissed you off. its like i dont have a say for anything at all. we are a couple, two people. not just fucking you. god damn
sldfgnsf really. fucking really! i dont even know what the fuck to think. you get mad at me for no god damn reason now
wow really.
you talk to him every fucking time we talk. and more
while we skype, you split the screen for fucks sake.
he cheers you up when we fight, which has been alot lately
you wore his hoodie and wore it home
he just told you he likes you
you told me hes a big flirt but not with you? really bullshit
and its long distance
i sent you a long message for 8 months and you couldnt reply becuase you were to fucking diistracted because you were on tumblr and talking to him! yeah okay
DONT GET FUCKING MAD AT ME
i just dont know what to say now… you know i try so damn hard. i send you 45654 messages and you dont reply to any of them not ione unless its bad. fijerng it seems like i do so much more..
so wait, im the one who has to change? you can go to parties with guys who want to get with you and shit and hang out with guys who like you. and im the one who has to put so much effort and your not doing anything. your not meeting me half way on anything it seems like. i dont know
i dont even know what to say.. i really dont
